I missed my blog

I missed my blog

Though it is not more than a week that I last updated my blog but why do I feel like it has been a decade ago?

You know, I don’t write regularly neither I write well when I do. I have never enjoyed one of my writing as much as I enjoys of all others. However, the creation of blog ID online has like insisting me to write, almost every day. I feel like something has gone missing if I don’t write anything in a day. A single sentence or a single paragraph suffices this feelings though. 

But these days, I have been out on filed, on tour. This may seem like an excuse if I say I haven’t written anything. Well, to be honest, I haven’t written anything of my interest. It is because I just didn’t know what to write?

People say “For a writer, they don’t need a topic. Everything can be the topic of interest.” But you know, since I am not a writer, nothing could be my topic. This somehow made me little too much embarrassed. Saying this, it may seem like I do want to call myself a writer. No, I don’t want to be a writer because I don’t deserve this entitlement. But I just want to write and write and write.

Someday, I want to be able to make people hear the cry of a sky, laughter of the air and the odor of a rain through my writing. I want to express the smile of a season, story of a year and color of a day through my writing. I want to understand the talk of bird’s chirp; like how is to be an animal or even a ghost. Wahhh! It sounds exciting. How would I be able to make the communication of a non-human? Should I watch more of horror movies to understand them or should I just go for an adventure visit? Or should I just go in the middle of a jungle and stay the night to have the real taste? 

Well, for now, whatever I want to write is external driven. Only when something touched me differently, I can write with confidence. But I don’t like this part of me. I want to be someone who can write with whatever topic, whatever incidence or whatever environment. I really, really wish for this. But more than this, I wish I have the habit of proof-reading. Most of the time, I don’t re-read. Though I have enough lessons on the need to re-read, yet I am habituated in not doing. Sometimes ago, I was writing a report from one of the meeting I have attended. The most embarrassing lesson from that was I have miss-wrote the name of the focal person there. That error was not because I wasn’t familiarized with the name. But it was because I was careless and got the typing error which would have easily captured if I do just a onetime re-read. 

Anyway, nonsense off now! I am hoping I would be able to come up with some informative writing, the next time because I keep missing my blog.   

So, to all the bloggers, Please taking me along. I am counting on everyone. Good day to all!